oh shit i left my camera somewhere. of course my horoscope said nothing about that, but i should have known, i myself wrote about drifting mind. shit i gave more attention to mister's ball which was a lost & found anyway. my rootine shift did it i guess. i went home for some frozen food and i hope i left it there. i been thinking of a new one anyway, but i feel so naked and confoosed right now. people lose all kinds of things. you got to be philosphical, gnome sane. tell yourself. i find more than i lose i think, but lost things count more. ah well, i guess i'll find the thing tomorrow or some other thing will fill the void soon. one thing i noticed is i didn't throw a tantrum, though no one else witnessed my composure except mister.