last night the wind smelled lilac. this morning we had our first real swim and it was good. i wondered if mister would get in and swim with me, and he did just like last season. when the air is sweet and the water is calm and clear and we are floating i can imagine we aren't in a vast criminal state. we are in a paradise that may yet survive.
though my camera may not. some lake got inside and now it flashes strange signal lights. it's ok. it's ok. it's ok. just a little longer love.