nothing from jeanette. she seems to be disappeared, i hope only to me. that happens, i try not to speculate, though i do, it's like dreams, unbidden. you can't decide what to dream or what to forget. it's fine, really, but when something disappears without explanation it's like an erasure or a hole. when i look at the obamalandgrab i think about jeanette's disappearance and i think about a giant sinkhole appearing where obama's white tower would be.