i didn't see the moon last night but tonight is the full beaver moon or blood moon hence my bloody nose yest and partial eclipse. i was nervous about my presence of mind, cut my thumb knuckle, bloodied my  nose, nervous about lulu staying with a., dread of the nihilistic trend toward the collapse and extinction, that kind of fretting but as the oracles say there's no way out but through. so i started the dawn of everything and i'm liking it, sad though that david graeber died and the other books the two davids planned won't be written as such but perhaps they will still co-author them with david g. gone beyond the matrix. oh the other thing is i had a dream i was spose to walk a dog with a prong collar and i said absolutely not and split for the waking life. and i'm sure the crimes of obama et al were in there too as subtext but we're still evolving though the land thieves and warmongers are extracting the planet unto ecological collapse and perhaps human extinction.