it's not a competition.

yeah? who said it was?

i wasn't even thinking like that, i's just trying to get through the day.

really now. why don't you just relax and play?

that's a really good question, yeah, but you don't know what it's like being a human. it's a struggle, between what? between who we are and need  to be and this artifice of society? i think who made me this way.

you. you make you every day. you can't lay that on anybody.

ok thanks malulu. yeah, we can make some good boundaries and affection, but no matter what you do they still rule.

well don't give up, it's only life. they may rule but you rule too. and thanks for the ball.

oh don't mention it, it's a present, it was free.