i wish i could sleep like that. i woke at 234. reading ramifications. i don't have much to say. sometimes when i'm awake and i can't sleep i just want to say i'm here so maybe someone who can't sleep can say i'm here too. today i thought about someone dying but that's not why i can't sleep. my eyes looked sunken earlier. i want to wear my old beat up ray bans tomorrow. i hope the sun is out. they're heavy glass lensed and they darken according to the light. i found them on the path with mister. if i knew how to search this weblog i might find the day, or maybe it was in an old capsule that got too full and was dejected. now i'm rambling and i don't want to. i just want to be here because i am and now there seems to be no where else but here. anyway good night and good morning from mars one.