there really is a godhead, but not a human one. i got the collected poems of barbara guest, a sweet volume well made by wesleyan but an ex-library book not what they said. from better world books. in the shower i said i was wobbed! echoing jess before she could say her r's when their apartment was broken into. well this is not so bad, just a little bait and switch from the world's biggest supply chain. anyway maybe it will help make a better world paradoxically. we don't know what contributes to the secret agenda, a butterfly wind, a withdrawn book on walkabout, still we can ask to know some things we are getting when there's so much more we never asked for at least consciously. it's still got all the poems, beautifully bound in my hand.