i feel wasted. terrified.
my horoscope says                                                                                                           During conversations or while writing today, you may experience feelings of insecurity that stem from fearing your true thoughts will be judged harshly.                                                                                                                                my shrink said stop the stinkingthinking.                                                                       what are my true thoughts. there's fear underlying. fear i can't stop. fear i can't survive. you know the song i found the light? do you think he really did? actually it was i saw the light. hank williams. he was a sad dude. he wanted the light. i think that's what the song is about. he saw the light in a song he wrote. he called it the lord, but it's simply light. sunlight. it's out there. we need to bring it inside.