i thought a library card was enough. it's not easy to live off the grid in the city. it's not easy to live like a kid. i gotta admit i'm getting too old for it. it's not a shame to be proud of it, but it is what it is. i grew scrawny and radical on the gruel of the abzurd. at least i never had fancy ideas about gettin rich. a lot of things in this poor country don't make sense. i hate the state that makes hate great.