panoramic night. r.'s getting her akashic record read from india. i just finished an inventory of losses. it was good, not what i expected or was led to think it was, but good. i mentioned her other book atlas of remote islands, and r. said it sounds familiar, i think i might have it, or maybe not, maybe i had it, or heard about it, and then she went in the living room and got it. i'm going to peruse it now and maybe read it now or after pigeons on the grass. jasper the polar bear cat is lying next to me patiently wanting to play. and falling asleep.