the weight is karma i guess. do i believe in karma? do i have too much, too little, to manifest? some believe there is no physical fix, that we are spirits, yet if so there is some weight and some old mystery, some problem that can only be solved in being, that has to go round and round. do you believe in karma? what is i suppose is not subject to belief, or even thinking, even words. when words come they just need to float and see where they attach, like crystal seeds that may float still under the ground or light seeds in the air attaching to streams or captured in webs of being. i know i can't go back, know there's no quantum leap for me, know there is no time, and no real worry, for this is all we got, this is where we are, this is where it's at.