the word of the day is ecoanxiety. two words in one, hybridized, you can't truly hate it, you could hyphenate it, a new world rising. i was familiar but the word of the day causes one to ponder. kids are terrified about it—the world—being destroyed. dults too. i am, and i'm a fatalist. i say, am i a fatalist. can one be a fatalist and a dreamer both? death-dreamer? i remember dreaming in a pine box. i look for a hybrid word for fatalist+dreamer, it says clue: fatalist (non-dreamer). it says realist:fatalist. i rather think rather than i dream about death, death dreams me. try it, can't not think about death, don't kid a kid, kid, think about it. i don't believe we are powerless, we have our own unique power, but not the power to rule others or rule rulers whose power is brute force i.e. dictatorship, empire etc. kids know this and still are yet naive enough to love and appeal to dults' better natures. i'm a kid, i say kid power, rise up. we can't just say it's gonna be ok. good luck kids. with you. in spirit.