hmm, i feel a little funky again. maybe i need more magic drops. maybe i got a magic drop hangover. it's always up and down anyway. there's no magic drops i know. folks are disappointed even if they didn't expect much of anything, or anything different, folks are disappointed when it doesn't stay the same, when things just get worse. that's part of it, you can't keep the human hounds at bay. you say bring em on then, and pass the cbd. we were going to go see the sandhill cranes but i got super tired and the sun went to haze and it felt cold inside and i just wanted to go back and start again but you can't so i had a hot shower and got into grey pajamas and back into bed just for a minute i say.