i'm putting back aphasia and anthropica, and resting from red comet. i think i'm not loving her as a person which doesn't matter unless you're reading a thousand pages. so i'm going to surrender:the call of the american west by joanna pocock. it sounds good up to page 4, and it's not a tome. i was feeling a little harried. i got the dead are arising, the life of malcolm x by payne, les and eartheater by dorothea reyes and nights when nothing happened by han simon all waiting at the library. to be honest i think i'm more interested in malcolm x than sylvia, though i still want to read her later poems. after surrender i think her last 437 pages will go quicker. why am i telling you all this you ask. sorry.