you always got to be prepared but you never know for what.
                                                                                                                  -bob dylan 

i wrote s. what if mister and wick go at the same time?  she said i think we are preparing.
and showed me the dylan line. thing about preparing is on a gut level we may know for what, but we also go to the worst case, some kind of primitive capitalism conditioned response. we know we and everyone we know going to die, but we might get overprepared and we may miss the lightness of living life.