now they're playing war games in the arctic circle and i'm bone tired. so tired i get scared i'll die. what if i got some kind of radiation poisoning. and they are games—these assholes play for global domination and yuks. it's just the deadliest game ever devised. so my fatigue is existential and maybe some nutrient i'm lacking. what will bernie do with this behemoth military industry stalking the earth destroying country by country and laying waste to nature? how does socialism fit with the brutal non-partisan empire of force? the face of things is a grave face. but tulsi tea might help. i gotta get my energy up. i know it's the fifth month of winter too, in the twentieth year of the war of terror. so maybe my existential exhaustion is in common with all life on the exhausted polluted and war ravaged earth. how much evil can we bear?