i'm in the adjoining room listening and looking at these pictures of the embankment by the tracks. i'm listening to james blake. lulu is running back and forth through the woods and around the green looking at me through the vines and weeds. i'm warm and clean at r.'s glad to be back with honey girl. there's stuff to work on i been nurturing years to find a good place to be. r. and p. are talking and cooking in there, in the adjoining room. there's no separation though. i'm not too inspired, that's ok right, we need to be empty, we need to be ok, we're not where we're headed yet, we're never there really. there's no one there. we might be an empty room sometimes, we don't need to fill this space.