i was hoping one of these gentlemen would be on the bench today as i wanted to follow up on our discussion about the black trumpsman, and i was also hoping the black trumpsman would be gone. so yes and yes, the gentleman in the yellow jimi hendrix t-shirt was there with sam harvard and the black trumpsman was absent. 

i said i was still shocked about the black trumpsman and that i had thought before with that stupid make america great hat that he was making fun, being ironic, something/anything but not one of them. no, he's ultra-conservative i'm told. i said it's funny, i was thinking about the black trumpsman and the echo of the black klansman which i haven't seen and there it is waiting on the liberry cart for me. it just doesn't make sense to me. it's self-hatred is what it is i'm told. you hate yourself so much you conspire with the white supremacists, that way you don't have to do all the hating by yourself, and maybe you can transfer some to the others the trumpers hate. there's so much to hate in america, why waste your time just hating yourself. i mean it's still insane to me, and disgusting, but i understand it more, it's like patriotism, it's the license to hate the rest of the world, it's not love of country, nationalism is hate of nations, but include one's own, because it's simply hate, and the self hater becomes the nationalist hater and finally the hater of the whole goddamn godforsaken species and hate becomes species suicide at that point because there is no end to hate, hate needs victims but in the end the only way to kill the hate is to kill yourself. but there's a lot of other folks to kill on the way. they say the hate is all about money, and sure there are fortunes being made of hate, but it doesn't explain the hate that has no stake. i think the self-hate goes beyond even money, that's how powerful it is. and shithole trump knows it, he can take your self-hate and make money and kill lots of people and keep stoking the hate, and leave you hollowed out and hating yourself even more because you sod out your own hate and you still got no stake in make america great. too many words, right? lo siento, lo siento mucho, niños. love ya.

p.s. he's crazy about the richard/jeffrey epstein connection. must be a trumpism. 

onword, anarkids!