i was up six times last night, not because of watching films about the american fascists, just to pee. i don't think i ever did sleep well through the night. as a kid my nightmares woke me. i got to where i didn't want to go to sleep so i made a tent under the covers and read by flashlight. i don't dream about the fascists. now i want to sleep to get away because they're out there doing real evil day after day.
 

wasn't there something here before?