well just after i wrote about the journalist almost as if i precipitated it the journalist responded not to the blog thanks be but my email and now i think it was ok and he was in fact busy and i get carried away and assume things and feel nervous and anxious when i don't need to be i just need to relax and be myself the problem being i get lost and don't know who that is sometimes anyway journalists are just people like dogs and bloggers and folks you may meet like me just trying to live our stories.