i get nervous when people talk in sentences that tilt up at the end like questions unasked. 

that has nothing to do with bippo and lulu. 

bippo's mellow and lulu's bonkers. i don't know if she'll ever mellow. i get nervous when she body checks older folks. 

i might have lulu a long while, or not. i counted on mister, though there were fragile times. we could only end by one of us dying, and then it wasn't really the end. the thing that makes me a little nervous about going down to one dog is the proximity to zero.