i'm sad about david graeber. he was a good anarchist and he wrote about bullshit jobs and i hope to read what he wrote but i feel like i know who he was and i feel sad at his passing. i guess he was around long enough though he was just 59. being 60 that seems soul young, yet i said before i was 60 i never thought i would get that old and now i am i don't think of another age i will or won't get to. it's just chance and awareness now. i want to be aware and not suffer too much pain but like with mister there's a time and then it's gone and you can't say it wasn't enough as it's all there is.