i want to say something uplifting but i don't know what. maybe i can make space for something uplifting to happen or a good word to occur. there are still wildflowers about. 
i'll go get bear now. my bike may be unrepairable and i had hoped it would be restored. i have a book the new wilderness at the library. i can walk. too many deaths, mass and individual, need to preserve and restore life, need to let go of anger and hate.