what is desire
is this it
is it this 
or is it any
is it release
is it transit
i'm always asking
always within this same place
this-ness
over and under
whelmed
by the sudden past
yearning for difference
for presence
to enter into warm
welcome inside
this this that 
which is 
this this 
nest for double egged
redundant potency 
after
what is left 
wondering gravity
desire for that 
recent past
what almost was
again
for
what is desire after
all what is left