mad is usa. or in gnome sane.

yeah i'm mad in both,—or multiple—senses maybe one for each personality. whatevs as r likes to says. i know you like r. are probably sick of my futile and abzurd rants about the sft. oy kno, so am i, tho it may seem i'm as giddy with hate for the haters who seem to grow more nasty as they see how the cookie crumbles gnome sane. i want to be calm and assess the situation, but it's so crazy every day. i just wish he would die or go away. but he's not going away and he may be too evil to die of the plague: he is the plague, and he's going to destroy until he's stopped or he destroys himself. now we can't even go to our beloved green space. one obvious assessment: the government is criminal, and biden time would be worse than obomba and maybe a devil's ass-hair less that the orange menace, but the whole system is corporate tyranny. we always knew america was a sham, and knew no shame, and we always knew, or some of us did in 3rd grade, that freedom is money and if you ain't got you ain't free and just stayin' alive. and in a pandemic we see it's tyranny in overdrive. 
but in the coming days i shall endeavor not simply to stay alive in this ruthless country but to seek out the joys that remain and the goodness that doesn't get poisoned or traded away, that stays.