wow i'm zonked. i need to stop the news and read the bear. people are putting teddy bears in the window like they use to tie yellow ribbons round trees. smarmy. people are getting out and playing and it's pretty relaxed but there is space. there's just so much you can think about and do, and the stress of knowing you will probably forget to wipe something, it's too much. some are going to get it no matter what they do. this flattens me, they're already spray painting graffiti for for the pandemic coming in 2022. so i don't want to be cavalier, but i don't want to go insane paranoid either. there is no complete protection possible. there's no possible complete isolation. and part of health, a big part, is mental, mental hygiene, and that means common sense and calm, no matter what the sick fuck trump virus is plotting.
what is scary is the government really does have the notion of herd immunity, but they mean herd die-off, and the strong survive, shit like that, and the herd is humans, and the disease is neocapitalism, and the result is extinction, which won't be legislated or bullshitted away as ruthless capitalism euphemistically called herd immunity. too tired to edit, sorey.