i missed the talk about vivian maier so i went to look at the biography and i took it to the counter and i gave my gift card and it had 39 cents left so i had to use dogwalk cash but that's fine and a good use of money and afterall i got gorgeous nothings  and a photographer's life and afterlife for a mere 38.20 dollars and cents. and it all goes to the afterlives of emily and vivian so i feel good. there's a sort of inverted logic to things. or maybe just an invert's logic.

p.s. it dawned on me that henry darger's big thing was the vivian girls. so he was connected to vivian too. though i doubt they ever met, who knows maybe in dreams, and there was a similar haunting in their unique pasts.