it did get worse and i was fed up, and my euphoria or something like it wore off, but it could have been worse, i could of had to ride my sorry ass home to a cold shower. at the alter's sale i got some kind of sea critter and seals & crofts summer breeze and elvis costello & the attractions armed forces and tortoise chinese feng shui music which i thought was the local tortoise gigging with a chinese ensemble but it's not that tortoise, still it could be cool. r. is already sick & tired of the flower border and though it still cheers me and i still think its possibilities are unexhausted i may defer to her superior design sense in a bit. i do wish there were more borders to exhaust but there's only one more and it's stupid.
do you wonder why the heck you are reading this? just wondering as i was just wondering why i was writing it and if i had a point. i guess that could be the point, maybe it's pointless so all i can do is keep on going.