mea culpa mea culpa mea maxima culpa it is just a hangover from yesterday's florid devices really i got the shit out of my system i just want to say addictions can be overcome one day at a time.
we create artificial environments we have to respond to we have stress response due to the artificiality of our environments and of our responses conditioned by our artificial environments. we lose the connection with natural environments so we lose the natural environments so there is nowhere to go that is natural to destress we destroy the places we need to destress where our distress goes is stressed. our attention is consumed in distraction and anxiety particulates our breath and the very air. our nature without nature shrinks artificially.
it's kitsch i know. partly born of longing for the real, real flowers. florence williams says daydreaming is the charismatic, elusive flower child of the brain. which can be briefly evoked perhaps by a motif or a device of flowers, in winter, and when the killers of nature converge. but even in daydreams come devices and earth-moving machines.