i feel traumatic. i don't know what's real. if it's self induced, why? i thought today i actually watch democracy now to immerse my individual trauma in the collective. is that true? anyway the darkness is going to envelop even those who hide in the artificial light. i'm sure we must all be feeling the trauma, not as if it's impending, but it's happening now, and all the bullshit and green-washing by governments and toxic corporations won't stop the upswell of people. the kids know what the fuck is happening and the liars are exposed. we may be doomed but we're not stupid, well many of us are and love their single use snack packs, but eventually we'll all be singing the same song of power to the people.