it's the next day aiko. funny thing when i got back after i lost my wallet r. said krishna das lost his too and his bag and he started freaking too, had all his credit cards and vaccine card and everything and chants and does his meditation practice everyday and still freaks like me and then he realizes he left it in the car pshew and i'm like yeah he stopped freaking partly because unconsciously he knew it wasn't really lost but he thought it was which is the same thing as me when i freak and find it in a minute and am so relieved i want to chant and sing.