good morning bears. my horoscope said i may be stressed out frantic and wound up today but that was yesterday. well sometimes it changes hourly, it could be my houroscope. we saw a film about a fisherman in columbia whose two boys are taken by paramilitaries and he goes to find them on the river, finds one, loses his canoe to an ex-paramilitary thief, buries the boy and swims to find the other one, finds a graveyard, sings a song hoping his boy's ghost will respond, hears nothing and digs up every grave, ultimately going back to the first body, takes an arm, chops off three fingers like his son was born, wraps the arm in his soccer shirt, walks back home presumably to show his daughter and mourn the whole sad absurd bleak saga of life with death squads and by then i'm really annoyed and remember my lost wallet.