perhaps you might reflect on what you really love doing and how you can manifest that 
in your life by doing a free-write: writing continuously about your goals without stopping 
or censoring yourself. once you have finished, you can look over your ideas and contemplate how your talents can best be used to get what you want. free-writing taps into our subconscious and helps us see what the inner reaches of our being wants. 

penny just came in asking for her second breakfast and i said it's 9:38 now. can you wait 22 mins. and then we'll eat together? she looked side to side, blinked a couple times, licked her lips and padded off to the bathroom. 

the other thing i received in the mail this morning is about making a soft landing pad to return to daily. perhaps your whole home is your landing pad. mines is bed. 

penny's asking again. she really has no idea what a minute is, let alone 22 mins. 

i can breathe here, i can relax here, i'm safe here. 
perhaps you only need to declutter a small space to make a tranquil shift within. 

after i feed the crying pen. 

ok now we've all eaten again. i notice the more cats eat the more hungry they are.