this movie is like a sad dream that keeps on like the dream is reality. gray fog covering. like the gray fog in my out of body kid dreams. held aloft in the upper corner of my room. 
even the hospital in this movie is dark. it's called an elephant sitting still. referring to an elephant in the zoo who just sits still. when they put food near the elephant doesn't eat. just sits still. elephant in a cage in a zoo. gray on gray, bars and walls. the natural light is there, squelched in gray smog. i want to talk about this movie but i don't know how. i don't even know what's going on. this movie is like life. it seems so long. it's under four hours. i feel like i'm not getting it, what's going on. something's going on. i'm not getting it. i'm getting something, not getting it. gray daylight enveloping everything. gray diffusion.
i started to feel uncomfortable. yes, you told me that. that's right. no one ever feels comfortable. it's only you. do you feel comfortable? why do you ask?