losing memory. is just losing. and the fear of only remembering the bad things. i've heard people say in the end they only remember the good things, if it's true, that's not how memory works for me. 

something goes on in mister's mind. he stops at every glass door and will not be called away. 
i'm so tired, soul tired, i might say, and i will not be called away. 

is there memory that has not happened yet? 
somebody is remembering something, even the forgotten.
someone says forget it. forget everything. 
how can you forget the good things?