when david said he found the blog untenable that hurt, but maybe it was a stab where i'm most vulnerable, in my tenability, and all i could say is the whole goddamned world is untenable, though i don't know what i did say and he's not around anymore to corroborate or deny and i'm still walking with mister, i'm still somewhat tenable even if my blog just limps along. 
i was talking with kumar about my apartment and i said like with the dogs i'm in an untenable situation, i'm an untenable tenant let's say, though i make due with no hot showers and occasional matter falling through a crack in the ceiling. ain't that tenable? well it's semantics i spose. david knew what he was saying for him, i know what i'm saying for me, and i also told kumar if people don't care i don't care about them, not because i'm mean but because you care about the ones who care, it's the ones who care who make the difference, or at least make the world more tenable. 
i know that goddamned water treadmill is untenable and making  mister more lame. and what is tenable about reducing a natural walk in the park by the lake so you can save the dog for the treadmill? say what?
i'm not taking a vote here whether or not i'm tenable. if i survive, and i love life, i'm tenable, ok david, and i will keep on loving your dog until i'm tenable no more.

nota bene, kids, we are all untenable in a system that is predicated on war and natural destruction.