i was going to write more about going to the nature sanctuary on a six-lane crosswalk with speeding cars. there's a big why there nobody asks or only in their head as they look both ways in fear. is it why a nature sanctuary by the highway? or why a crosswalk when no one stops? or why a fucking highway runs hellbent through the park? i guess i did write about it. well that's partly why no one goes to the nature sanctuary, because the risk is unsettling and messes with the peace one seeks. but me and lulu were elated to have made it past the threat alive once again to that threatened sanctuary.
then i was going to write about the sky and wonder when the city drones are coming or if they are here as in the big apple. we have to stop and wonder when we have chance what big brother is going to do with his big technology as the war comes increasingly home.