it may be the scorpio new moon, may be some deep rooted fire energy summoned by the fungus to rise up, it may be the placebo affect of finally deciding to go to the norma jean sanders free clinic, and it may be the good ministrations i was the grateful beneficiary of there, but i feel my body shifting, seeking health and balance, renewal and subtle transformation. it may also be playing like a dogboy in the leaf pile with lulu.