ok maybe jasper didn't get brain damage from the fumes, maybe he's just weird, maybe i got more because i'm higher up and toxicity rises. it rises to the top of the building. it rises to the top of society. the poison gets stronger as power grows at the top. the apex predators spew poison down on every living one of us. maybe i'm just weird. but don't we live in a toxic environment with no regulation and chemical warfare practiced even in our homes and on our neighbors. are we not at war with everything?