you lose some things you thought you never would. you get some things you thought you never would. you move around a lot and stay put. you dream some things that never happen. things happen you never dream. you feel recalled by a life you know is all around yet can't quite recall. it's as though everything is alive with memory, and you are being remembered, as you walk, it's different than a dream, more real than workaday life. 
it's not the objective. the objective is not life.