yesterday i was telling lily about this book of signs i found and how it was saying they were symbols by primitive peoples and early christians and how we throw the runes for birthdays and how i always see runes and symbols laying around along our walks. 

this picture was laying on the ground by the model yacht pond and in my computer for a week and then i found the book of signs. today i looked and saw the disordered intellect sign, and thought, hmm, that looks like that picture, which now that i see them together is not exact, but interesting that i would see one in the other, and also that i feel that feeling, of gut dread at the incursions the land grabbers are making here, and at the general malaise it causes in my mind, which could be aptly symbolized by disordered intellect. i think about the primitives and early christians and how the latter grew out of the former, and tried to suppress and supplant the animism and connectivity with earth and nature, by ideological and violent control, and how now the control has become overwhelming by violent technology. and the mental disorder is a advanced by technological civilization into a global storm of madness and destruction. 
but it's really too much of a stretch, i see, it's really just a found book and a random image of sticks and abandoned old homeless sheets, and me.