somethings inexplicable, that is all, you can see the traces but you can't explain. you might just ask your cat. i don't really feel like doing therapy and here it comes so i might as well choose it and... breathe... but there's no way around it we don't know precisely what the future looks like but we know what is is unequivocally bleak. n.b. i wrote unequivocably which is wrong. but actually maybe i want to say ambiguously bleak. or maybe i want to say...brightening.

well i'm working with a sad kid, but i'm working with movement and partnering and the bleakness may be lightening. in movement class with r. and grant in apple valley utah i felt my hips loosening and my heart expanding. therapy was a little tensioning but also some loosening. as grant says we work with who we is and what we have. it may be bleak but we can dance.