god we humans make so much trouble for the world. anyway idle know fi can make the moodie tonight at logan. what's that guys name? i'm just so tired. why do i feel guilty. it's not a moral thing. nathaniel dorsky, that's it. i'm just so tired though. i never do anything. i'm such a homebody. you could be a lot worse things. things could be worse a lot worse. that's hard to imagine it's just a saying. it makes you feel better if not good. but if you don't do something don't feel bad i tell myself. doing nothing is a good thing. you never do nothing anyway, you are always doing something even just sitting there blogueing about nothing it's something. you could do a lot worse. you could do worse than to read this, not saying it's good or nothing, just saying. it's not like flying in a plane. i want to go places too, but not to fly for fuck sake, i hate flying in airplanes. i fly in my dreams and no fucking contrails result and no motherfucking nsa body searches, fuck the government. a lot of things i don't do are because of the criminal government fuck that and i'm proud to.