come to pebble beach. in the winter it's lovely too, it may not exist in spring.

you do have to be careful what you say, especially if you have a realist or fatalist relationship to life. i only mention harmful thinking and only quoting r. and l. says if you have harmful thoughts get to an emergency room. what? i don't need such advice, but it's probably just liability thinking in a litigious society aka covering your ass. though she's only seen me once, and dog knows people are prone to projection and interpretation. please note for the record if i was going to exit myself i would likely have done it long ago. but i have this most intense spirit within me, and it's what makes me who i am, suffering and thriving, and now i have more reason to live than ever.