Wednesday, October 17, 2018


s. wrote about seeking missing love that was missing, like primal love-

seeking so hard--mother love/some kind of love--from THEM........something wrong.......animals wouldn't continue to do this if they were getting nothing...

all animals will keep seeking love unless they become too hateful to receive love.

even if they keep getting shut down?
i think of how mother cats wean kittens....push them away--
but i'm oversimplifying
 
yeah, i guess maybe eventually they come to expect, so to seek, nothing. so sad. but our spirit is resilient, and anyone living will absorb what light or love that comes their way.
and weaning can be with love, helping them become independent selves.
 
then i think some more, you know i'm tired now, feeling fragile...
 
then i think of the woman who invokes the law on me and my dog, who i have only seen expressionless, blank, going around provoking good people and good dogs. is there any love in her? it's true something happens to kill the spirit of love. some of us souls have left our bodies, for lack of love, or love traumatized, or weaned violently, too soon, abandoned to this place that can be so damn hard, place of power and rule. some are abandoned and condemned to the world sorely lacking love. 
i've seen some dogs and people too so desolate, yet when you see them, and give them something, anything you have, they open up again.
 



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