i finally saw karin. it felt good. when i held her hand she said she was getting an influx of energy. i think i drew from the water, and mister, and she in turn drew from me. i gave her an agate, not knowing what specific traits agate holds, nor what kind of agate it is. it felt good in my hand and seemed to radiate warmth and wellbeing. i just looked in the stone book. i think it's white dry-head agate.
it's conducive to meditation. it helps maintain peace within. it affords one patience and encourages acceptance of responsibility for ones actions and for ones personally created reality. it strengthens the immune system.
no one knows what is going to happen, with karen or anything else, it's just improvising and learning love and time.
i was thinking how it feels funny to talk about energy this way, we are used to thinking about energy in cruder terms, crude oil, energy extracted, bought and sold. the kind that leaves us spent and exhausted. that energy more properly called waste. it may sound funny when we think of it from a consumer point of view, but the energy that flows without being pumped or split or crushed or burnt, that's the energy that we need.