fear. particulate like plastic molecules or radiation fallout or molecular roundup or atomized postruth. it's no wonder we don't know what to fear and despite our natures end up fearing everything because nothing is what it is but what it's branded to be. our consciousness is to one degree or totally colonized. we know our government inspires fear and it is not for export only, though with the global arms trade it is the largest industry. so we are protected from terror like a drug, the spice, and fear moves freely through all frontiers, the mind, the most porous border, and the universal skin, like a drug. it's a bad trip we're on. we don't know what we ingest. it's in the air. the fear we export becomes particulate and circulates back through our hearts and minds by the trade winds. we become one with everything we do. we have met the anomie and it is us. what we are not is us, what we fear won't be vanquished for our fear has become us.