so when i said i feel nature as one might god, that's how i imagine someone who says they feel the living god animating them, then k. brings out satya sai baba, who died eight years ago and he just happened to be carrying in his pocket. so i said thanks and i will look him up. for i do need something continuous. i'd like to have that bee infusion, wave surge all the time. but can that be, in a world so bent out of shape with hate?