oh, come on, i say, this is no ordinary time. this shit is fraught like hell. true, we grew up in a genocidal country, but everybody said that was in the savage past, uh huh, gaslight, baby, this is a culmination of some kind, it could end, in truth, this forsaken country is clearly thinking of ending things. this is no ordinary genocide, not this time, this is some kind of collective unconscious zombie suicide.