i may have been drifting, william's voice is so soporific, 

when i thought i heard something like water 

meaning emotion, add emotional water, not too much, 

and don't get captured, use it. 

be the observer. be both practical and mystical, simultaneously. 

feel your soul. feel the inescapable unity. 

do what you're gifted to do. it's a gift. ask, what's my gift. 

violet is the color, look for it. drink it with your eyes. 

i remember violet starfish on a salish island, so lovely, the color goes  through me like water. i felt it there on the little island, 

the earth is a being, tidal, cosmic.